Drawing by Judith Wolfe
Christina Conrad

Poems


      WHITE TOWER

      (to stoneking)

      ah, how dark in the labyrinth!
      i have lost my way

      where
      where are the great trees
      the 3 azure lakes

      ah,
      the white tower shoots
      erects itself
      ah
      ah, does it possess a bone?
      a weeping eye?

      have you
      have you
      tasted
      the crimson jube
      under its cursed hood?
      have you tasted the darkness?

      HOLEY TUB

      (for krishna & julius)

      in the old kauri kitchen
      the ceiling ran down to the floor
      scrubbed white
      pitted & veined
      it rose in hillocks
      sank

      a rapacious stove
      flamed
      day & night
      boiling water spurting
      from a ravening spout

      in summer we stood naked
      before the open fire-door
      fierce sun not enough to warm us
      we craved
      the naked flame

      the eldest son raving
      to an invisible audience
      leaned too close to the oven door
      oblivious as numbers burnt
      into his arm

      the high-backed
      holey tin tub
      stood
      as if on a stage
      water leaking
      rapidly into soapy rivers

      they cried out continuously
      for more hot water
      precariously pitching from kettle's spout
      along the peeling wall
      ran a hard narrow seat
      its broken springs
      prodding flesh
      i sat for hours
      the sons suckling
      running lead bulldozers
      over my naked body
      mapped by apocalyptic
      births
      deaths

      as they sucked
      they attempted to open doors
      lead bulldozers
      crashing onto
      startled mound

      in open window
      eucalyptus trees
      lifted their arms
      to the sky
      bark falling
      in reels
      of pink flesh


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