Drawing by Judith Wolfe

JOHN ALLISON /

Poem



      Sea Mist

      A sea-mist spills down from the ridge like-
      what can be said? Words like fleece
      or cottonwool
      are not permissible,
      these days a poem will not let them in
      the sea-mist spills down from that ridge ...
      the sea-mist always is sea-mist ... and yet?

      Two hawks slip past the frailings of the air
      like surfers ducking down to grab a rail-
      the sun-aura lineates a wing's leading edge-
      the world is full of supple details,
      this transfiguration of the real
      into some image of that always more.

                   a cabbage tree
                   spikes the light

                   its flowering
                   spilt like mist

                   into the
                   gully

              how easily your clothes slipped
              from your limbs at every opportunity
              that afternoon I watched the mist

              coalesce upon your nose your nipples
              like honeydew upon the pale hairs
              of your forearms and your belly

              and in those hollows of your spine
              you would not let me touch
              though you wanted me to notice

                   the sea-mist
                   impaled on flax
                   bleeds its pale
                   fluid down
                   each shining
                   blade

              your eyes are blue beyond this light
              that sinks into another knowledge
              you have touched the skin of air
              a skein of mist the skimmed surface
              of this darkened water in the gully
              no one ever saw exactly this epiphany

                   dark flames
                   lick the red

                   stems of flax
                   flowering

                   in moist
                   light

              the thin edge of the wind disperses
              everything before the light
              invests more than is accounted for

              you look across this threshold
              into possibilities you never realised
              existed but in dream or fantasy

              you wrap the clouds around
              you and begin to sing while walking up
              the long track to the hilltop

                   all afternoon
                   the north-east

                   mist curls blue
                   around

                   a vestibule
                   of light

      I saw it once in a woolshed near Kaikoura
      when I was a child a toddler on the floor-
      the grading table overflowing and the evening
      light slanted through the smeared window-
      liminal amidst the fleece and in my eyes
      I saw the poem that no longer can be written.


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