
flicking her cigarettes on the staircase
her fourteen-year-old thighs
uncovered by sequined
skirt.
my mother who carries her sorrow in her elbow
like an over-large library book
borrowed for just one day
takes no notice
when i lead my girls
(mascara, poetry, summer loving)
into my room which is the most sound-proof
in the flat.
the urban fauna in the basement
the hungry sky in its smudged clothing crouching
staring in at the window
who should i pity? angel-barbados, the radio man
downstairs always tuning a burnt-out TV?
sara with enough money for cigarettes
but not enough for school?...
and then of course there's the poster lining the walls
this week -- "Thursday the 15th
of July, a witty play
confronting the ironies of city life debuts --
The City Is Beautiful !!!!
outside at night the space wars are raging -
we watch
from our window
brief flashes through the lace curtain.
"The Cardasians will win, I know it," God mutters.
"The prophets are always wrong."